secrets, lies and broken hearts..

you know when you see something unexpected,

and your heart stops for a split second

that feels like an entire minute..

you realise, you're fed up of all the secrets and lies

and you wonder if you'll ever get your fairytale.

teeny boyfriend tag! tehehee ^^ ♥

so i slyly did a little 'boyfriend tag' on my boyfriend via text ;p

but with my own version of Qs~

with some Qs, i wasn't so surprised he knew the answer

considering we've been dating for almost a year and a half ^^

but for the other Qs, i was surprised he knew ^^ ♥

1. If i went to KFC, what would i order?

Hot wings and prob a sprite cuz its spicy. Maybe a wrap

2. If i were on Oxford st, what shop would i go into first?

Oo either new look. H&m or uniqlo. But if you were balling then selfridges

3. What krispy kreme would i get?

Plain. Glazed plain.

4. What shoe size am i?

6

5. What's my favourite sandwich in tescos?

BLT bacon

6. What's my favourite cereal?

Frosties

My favourite sandwich is bacon and cheese ;p

and my favourite cereal is ricicles hahaa

although frosties is my second fav!

♥

i'm sorry. i would change.. for you♥

"people say that a person is more likely 

to talk and open up to strangers 

than people in their social circle"

..really?

personally, i wouldn't want to tell a stranger everything about me..

so i guess that doesn't really work for me.

but if it works for you.. i want to be that stranger.

the person you can talk to about anything,

and the one you can open up to.

i'm sorry things have been rocky..

i don't know how to make things better ><

it feels like we're falling further and further apart

and the distance between us isn't helping either..

but "distance makes the heart grow fonder" they say.

oh how i wish it were true..

i really miss you.

and i'm really really sorry for everything.

i just wish we were back to how we were before all this.

i'm sorry for making you worry.

i'm really trying to change..

so i'm gonna start with, only drinking a glass.

and maybe not drinking at all.

because it's not worth losing you♥

♥

my first time at ikea! ♥ ♥ ♥

how he treats his mother

is a pretty good indicator of

how he will treat you♥

so when my exams finished on thursday,

tim took me to ikea in the evening (near closing time!)

and it was soo fun! teheheee ^^ ♥

i was soo full after karman's apple crumble!

but i ended up getting cod and chips

and tim got 15 meatballs! o______o

we wandered around ikea after and everything was so perfect!

all the rooms and kitchens and beds were soo cuuute!

i really want that fluffy white rug.. hahahaa next time!

i got really itchy when we went underground though :(

we ended up getting a wok (for £3!)

and the glasses that tim broke ;p

i wanna go again and i'm gonna get soo much stuff!

here's a little sneak peek of our trip! ;)

♥

happy birthday chantel! ♥

today was my sister's thirteenth birthday :)

we went out to norwich yesterday

so that she could watch honey 2 with her friends..

she didn't end up finishing the movie

cos we had to catch the train back on time >

she opened her present and she is in love with her kindle!

awww, what a brilliant idea from karman (for once)

went swimming after everyone finished school today

and mum and dad have been car-hunting

since they've sold our ford galaxy ==

ate at the warrener (a pub)

and they tried charging us an extra £10!

came home and opened presents, wooo! :)

although no one ate the cake lols

cos we were so full and mum got one with loads of sweets!

happy birthday chantel♥

hitting your teens is kinda a biggie

so have fun being young while it still lasts!

♥

zeyao's birthdayy♥

i went up to hatfield and hemel for the night

and we came back down friday afternoon~

zeyao came over and we got ready for her birthday,

went to tescos to get some drinks

and then met her friends at TGIs..

it was soo awkward at first ==

and we waited an hour for a table!

ate and went back to mix drinks :)

and because it was pouring down,

we ended up going to troc underground.

had fun with glow sticks and that haha

ended up getting drunk and dancing around

and i threw up upstairs when tim and kit wanted to play MT3

oopsie~ >

then i did something at home that shocked tim..

and i don't even remember it.

went back up to norfolk in the afternoon

and i don't know when i'll be down again :(

oh well, it was a great ending for my exam period!

♥