2 more days until 2009 is over..

1. Tried to lose weight, gained it
2. Bought a longchamp bag, in love with it!
3. Had a "materialistic" phase
4. Had a relationship for a year and a half
5. Relieved I broke up with my ex
6. Dyed my hair more than 3 times
7. Bleached it so much I couldn't brush it
8. Found my hidden passion for heels!
9. Ate countless boxes of ferrero rochers
10. Cleaned my room twice
11. Still haven't finished my one mascara
12.. Freaked over spots that disappeared the next day
13. Gone up to norfolk every single weekend
14. My social life has officially disintegrated
15. Friday nights are no more
16. Met new lovely people
17. Liked someone who didn't like me back
18. Been confessed to more times I get ill
19. Never painted my nails
20. Didn't get ill this Christmas!!
21. Got ill after
22. Developed an obssession for Taylor Swift's songs
23. Tried to impress everyone, didn't
24. Changed my style
25. Cut my own hair and my sister's
26. Cried over stupid arguments
27. Cried because he wanted me to
28. Found my true friends
29. Fell out with people i never expected
30. Realised that Chemistry is not my profession
31. Tried Nandos for the first time
32. Argued with my parents (so many times)
33. Picked up my act, amazingly
34. Stuff happened in the summer, parent's dont even know
35. Wished I was Blair, and sometimes Serena
36. Sung for the first time to Philippa
37.  Realised piano wasn't my thing
38. Really wanted to be rich
39. Wanted a Blackberry so badly
40. Had the most boring summer, not gonna happen again
41. Wanted a big black camera, dad gave me his camera
42. My sister is still dating my ex's brother
43. Started talking to people I used to be close with
44. Caught up with old friends, felt so good!
45. Bought a wii
46. Realised we had a Playstation 2 for years
47. Had a phase where my eczema got really bad
48. Realised I'm really allergic to seafood
49. Just wore leggings, jumper and fuggs everyday
50. Has realised I need to sort out my love life haha ♥
and i just know 2010 is going to be even better!

have you ... in 2009? (;

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
(x) gotten pregnant
(x) had an abortion
(x) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing

(x) pretended to be sick

( ) left the country
(x) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends

( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
(x) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

timothy wong, i love you!

tim, thank you for always standing by me,

thank you for always watching my back,

and cushioning the fall everytime.

♥

if i have to cry so you'll leave, i will.

you know what.

you actually make me so angry, i want to cry.

but tell myself i'll never cry cause of you again.

i don't want to tell other people,

because i don't want it to be a burden either.

and i understand that some of my friends,

are also your friends so i don't want to make it difficult

for them to have to listen to my complaints.

why do you have to be so persisten?

"forgive and forget?"

i've already forgiven, i want to forget.

i absolutely detest you.

stop thinking that i have feelings for you,

that i am supposedly "hiding."

i've told you before, and i'll tell you again,

me and you, are history, that will not repeat.

we are not a drama to replay.

now, please.

the exit is the opposite direction,
use it.

you persistent dickhead.

why do you have to contact me?

you know that i won't reply and i won't read it.

so what do you achieve from that?

why can't you just LEAVE ME ALONE?

i've had enough of you.

everywhere i go, you have to be there.

everything i do, you have to do too.

just leave me alone and get the fxck outta my life already!

what does it take to get you OUT?

i'll write you a fxcking cheque.

STOP contacting me.

GET THE PICTURE.

i HATE you.

i DETEST you.

more than anything that is unwanted in this world.