the little things in life♥

“Do what you can, where you are,

with what you have.”

today, i walked to town with chantel and joey.

we went to the library and i borrowed a book

about a girl who had 11 different personalities.

started reading it, and it's not that amazing;

so maybe i'll return it tomorrow (:

it was pouring with rain and we got caught in it!

i took a quick warm shower afterwards because

i didn't want low gong to be worried about me again.

but ever since this afternoon, my fever has been on and off again!

and my cough is still there! even after.. almost a week?!

while i was showering, i was thinking..

wouldn't it be great if i still had the texts my boyfriend sent me before?

maybe not so far as three years ago, but even just last christmas (:

and as i was finding a spare sim card to put in my old phone,

i took the one that has been stuck to my corkboard for ages,

and viola! i had actually saved his texts to me from three years ago!

although it was only a few, it made me so happy! ^^

definitely recording them down!

just in case i lose the sim card! ><

it actually makes me think..

i really have changed.

and i kind of wish, i was still

the innocent little thirteen year old girl

who was mesmerised by her first love.

that's autumn's concerto by the way! :)

7 MORE EPISODES TO GO! yeahh babyyy!

♥

looks like we do need each other after all(;

For all the times,

where I said “no” or didn’t know

I’m s o r r y

for every time i fall ill, or for every night i can't sleep,

i would think of you, and i'd end up missing you even more.

because even though it is a selfish and unreasonable request,

just having you by my side, makes everything less painful.

for every time something goes wrong,

and you feel like everything is going to fall apart,

you would think of me, and you'd miss me even more.

because just having me by your side, makes it the slightest bit better.

i love you.

♥

autumn's concerto is beautifuuuul♥

I n s a n i t y :

Doing the same thing, over and over,
and expecting different results

i think i'm going to go crazy soon.

BORED OUT OF MY MIND!

it's freezing today!

not getting up to anything - again.

woke up with a really bad cough - again.

haha, it's been the same routine

for the past few days since i got back.

only today.. the internet is being a bxtch.

and refuses to load my episodes on youtube!

funnily enough, it applies to karman and everyone else -

including mum, who's become interested in it too!

autumn's concerto is actually amazing!

but allow the 21 episodes, i think i'm on episode 12?

still a loooong way to go! 80 minutes each episode!

ooh! this fluffy hoodie looks so warm!

i really miss you.

wish you were here.

♥

and i could bet that low gong would like this (;

he'd probably steal it off me!

MONEY MONEY MONEYYY!

i need to hurry up and find that part time job of mine!

then i can start painting my room and buying my textbooks!

ooh i really like this photo..

♥

it feels so much better to look pretty♥

“Stop existing. Start living."

for the past few nights, i look in the mirror after i wash my face,

and you make me wonder, what you see in a girl like me.

i look so dead and tired without any makeup.

even i scare myself when i look at my reflection.

i feel so much safer with makeup on.

why didn't god make everyone equally as pretty?!

then at least i'd feel the slightest bit prettier when i compare with her!

♥