burnt porridge smells like love♥

been having an on-and-off fever all week!

haven't been in school apart from monday afternoon.

tim tried making porridge for me yesterday,

but it burnt horribly awwww(:

thank you anyway baby♥

he came up for the weekend

'cause joey had a ballet show

and chantel had a violin band thingy.

i followed him back down to london

on saturday night though (:

it was funnn~

just wish we wouldn't argue so much.

makes it difficult to be lovey-dovey and sweet.

♥

uni is actually not that far away.

now i have replies from all my uni choices..

what happens now? nail it down to two choices.

god i have no idea where to start.

♥

go and find yourself again♥

i think that if there's one thing

that you need to do right now..

it is to find yourself again.

it feels like you're lost again.

like this happens to you at one point,

or even possibly the same point every year,

and you have no idea what the solution is

because you don't know what you need

and you don't know what it is that you want.

at this moment in time,

no one can really give you an answer.

give some time to yourself to just think.

too much thinking in your case is bad,

but just think over the things that you want to happen

and the things that you need to do to make them happen.

things can't just happen because you want them to.

and putting yourself down with uncleared thoughts is unhealthy.

i'm sorry i'm not such a good listener -

and i know that that is why you doubt i will do well in my course,

but right now, only you can find out the answer for yourself.

and while that's happening.. we're all here to just guide you really.

or in my case?

i'll just be here holding your hand,

until you want me to let go.

♥

happy eleven months! ♥

happy eleven months baby♥

i know that the past months together have been rollercoaster-like.

and there hasn't really been a point in our relationship

where have just been straight up happy and where we truly treasure

the moments that we spend together.

maybe it's because of our differences

that clash in this relationship,

but it's never stopped us from loving each other.

if this is how our first year together is going to be like,

imagine the rest of the years to come eh?

at least you'll know they won't be boring and dull, haha.

you've taught me many things about almost everything,

especially about yourself and the things you've opened up.

there have been many times in these eleven months,

where i have wondered if my bold statement to everyone,

"you don't have to be the same to match, opposites attract"

was merely a naive and innocent proclamation.

but everytime i doubted, you'd be there to reassure me.

so, thank you.

for understanding and for always listening to me.

for dealing with my bullshxt most of the time.

and for being my perfectly imperfect prince charming.

♥

I HATE THE DENTISTTT!

i went to the dentist for the first time in five years!

and i came out with a stupid filling! >
he told me to try without the injection and..

it was sooo painful~! reminds me why i don't go ==

tim's driving me and karman up on fridayy!
because it's joey's and chantel's performances on saturday!
then i'm coming down with him on saturday night hehe ;)

stupid economics essay! dieeee! T___T
and my stupid iphone isn't letting me get my 300 photos off the phone!

for some reason.. i really missed you today :(

♥