less "i'm sorry" more "baby, i love you"

couples should be happily in love together..

i wish i'd hear less of "i'm sorry" from my boyfriend,

and have to say less of "i'm sorry" too.

i wish my boyfriend would go out of his way to keep me smiling

and if it were ever to happen, to be the one wiping my tears,

not the reason for them..

sometimes i think i get really fed up with unplanned tempers

and when i don't really understand where they come from.

maybe it's because i'm always holding onto the idea of a fairytale

and the whole "no pain, no gain" thing..

but there doesn't always have to be pain, does there?

i just wish we'd spend more of our time smiling together,

and loving each other; like we did a year ago♥

♥

so so sooo sleeepyy..

i am so tired

my concentration span

is like, 2 seconds

♥

them crxppy times :(

went to a kebab/turkish restaurant yesterday  :)

was niceee and soo filling! but i got a tummy ache after ><..

that's soo weird, i always get tummy aches after kebabs!

except for this one place in thetford..

god i have sooo much work to do!

but i'm just procrastinating now, i gave up on maths ==!

god i sooo wish i hadn'tn taken it for A2! or A level at all!

aaaaargh! if i had taken any other subject, i would've been fine..

gets me so frustrated knowing that i can't get into my firm choice.

and yeahh, i always think positive,

but there's a difference between being positive and being naive!

and i'm doneeee being naiveeeee..

i don't think i'm going to the leaver's party anymore, for defo.

firstly, it's gonna be kinda awkward cos i don't jam with them.

and second.. i think my boyfriend was planning on crashing it

and i don't want to be responsible for any damages or a ruined night.

sighh.. sometimes the things you play out in your head

actually play out waaay differently in reality.

♥

bubzbeauty contest entry lol! ♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQkd-fNJJew

enjoyyy!

♥

time is ticking.. ♥

just thought i'd let you know..

if we ever end the day with hurtful words and tears,

i just want you to know that i love you.

and if we are ever in two different cities,

i hope you know, the last person in my mind every night

is still you.

i love you, tim wong.

why hello, you have quite the beautiful hands..

okay, lame joke.

♥