goofy ke ai love ♥

one of the only things i would fight for, is you.

one of the only things i would fight for -

in a split second without a doubt, is you.

don't ever doubt my love for you,

or you'd be doubting the sun's love and ability to shine.

i know i look like a goof.

but it's okay if it's to let you know i love you.

♥

you can never be replaced baby♥

baby i love you and i'll never let you go

but if i have to, boy i think that you should know

all the love we made, could never be erased

and i promise you that you will never be replaced

baby, i just want you to know..

that being with you is not the same as

"sticking around" and asking

"why are you still bothering with me"

because.. i want to be with you.

i want to be with the person who drives me crazy

and up like a million walls over our stupid arguments -

whether it be one where i end up in tears of pain,

or tears of happiness with your stupid grammar jokes.

because like you said.. "you put me through hell,

but if we have a future, then it's going to be worth it."

i love you.

please.

this is just going to be another one of our downs,

but we can replace them with even more 'ups' right?

things like this happen, and i know i'm sorry..

deep down, i knew you didn't like what i did,

and yet i still went and did it.

i felt really bad actually.

and the whole time, i couldn't even stop talking about you,

i think even he started to get fed up.

and when we were shopping, all i could think about

was getting something for you.

i'm sorry, i really am.

just don't ever forget,

i love you.

and when i told you that three years ago..

i didn't say it was going to be easy,

i said it was going to be worth it.

♥

hello kitty and a cold cold night ♥

had another silly argument with tim;

actually, at least this one had more of a meaning.

but he showed up last night downstairs aunt's house

with a hello kitty wrapped in a pink fluffy blanket.

okay, that surprised me and it was cute (:

(thank you tim! i love you low gong BB!)

the blanket was super warm and fluffy,

i ended up kicking off my duvet and just using that!

♥

was supposed to see tim tomorrow morning,

like he PROMISED - okay, i'll stop making you feel bad.

but unfortunately, martin needs the car so :/

went shopping today after school with tasnia

after rehearsing with soeng ha for wcd auditions tomorrow!

kinda don't wanna do it now, alloooow.

my tummy really hurts, stupid period pain.

got two new dresses! super happy, but feel bad.

tasnia got me one of them and i got her shoes lol.

but the other dress was kinda a bit too much

and it's not like i need it any time soon, allow :(

gnor mow cheen ah! :(

super, super, super tired.

have psychology mock tomorrow - again.

might just skip it and go in for maths and audition.

♥

cba to censor.

what can you do when your 6 year old sister is being bullied?

what can you fucking do when she comes home

speechless every now and then with a new bruise?

if anyone knows what i can do legally, tell me.

if anything, my sister is the most precious to me.

she doesn't' say anything about it,

and when i eventually get the story out of her, it hurts.

why can children be so mean to each other?

my mum's not doing anything about it

and it makes me wonder if she has a heart.

but then i think, if i'm upset from hearing this,

and she's my mum, then she must be hurt too.

and she's probably just clueless as to

what to do because my sister is

technically the only one who can stop it.

well actually, if my mum reported it,

it'd make a change, but she won't.

for fucks sake.

everyone's been bullied at least once.

even the people you least expect.

i've been bullied before.

i was bullied for three years,

and when i hit secondary school

where my bully was as well,

i just thought, fuck it.

i'm putting a stop to it.

i know how it feels like,

not being able to tell your parents the truth,

not being able to put a stop to it.

i just wish she'd be stronger.

please.

how long, must i watch my sister being bullied

until she finally decides that it has to stop?

why the fuck won't my mum do something?

why the fuck can't i do anything but cry?

i feel so helpless, just crying

when my sister's not even crying.

i hate bullies.

i hope karma does more than slapping them in the face.

please god, if you give birthday wishes early.

please bring joey an angel.

please give her the strength to stand up for herself.

please don't ever let her get hurt,

and if it's something that she did wrong,

let me take the blows for her.

so nice to get driven home! ♥

the economics test wasn't that bad.

it kinda took the piss 'cause nothing i revised came up!

apart from that protectionism question,

when it finally hit me at the end, remembering

some video that we watched time ago.

double psychology was so long! my god.

and then i went to the loo just before lunch,

and almost had a fat-ass yasmin trip on top of me.

if she had - my god, i'd be flat.

double chemistry wasn't that bad though,

i finished the chemistry revision things first,

and got every single one correct ;D

miss o'malley gave me the brightest smile

anyone had given me the whole day.

tim was supposed to pick me up after school,

and instead of being 30 minutes late,

he was an hour late.

'cause omar took the piss.

he just annoyed me so i didn't talk to him

the whole journey back to norfolk.

they grabbed the bbq grill and ate,

but it was super busy so i was working.

didn't even get to kiss you goodbye :(

♥