mc mong crazeee haha♥

"do you love me?"

if i did.. you'd have to do it right?

you'd have to do whatever it took to keep them happy right?

when you said it, my heart stopped for half a minute,

and my head whizzed through a million thought processes.

i love you.

but i don't think that should ever be taken advantage of.

no one should take someone for granted,

nor should someone ever take advantage of

someone's love for you.

it's scary you know.. loving someone.

ashlee told me her and tommy have their downs,

and she cries and all, and she gets annoyed for crying

and wonders why.

love makes people act differently.

i know that.

but sometimes, you do or say things

that make me wonder if you really are different

compared to all the other guys out there..

but at the end of the day, i guess you are :)

♥

exams&work.. BALANCEEE!

mum has headed off to malaysia nowww

so me and karman are gonna go up tomorrow noon

so we can work thurs and fri night on timee..

finally starting to worry about my exams and work now haha.. ><

hahahaha YEAHHHHH! (;

♥

valentines daaaay! ♥

the moment you let opinions control your life
is the moment you lose yourself
we weren't really in the valentinesy mood in the morning :(
*sighhh* we ended up arguing.. again.. :( :( :(

but then we patched things up and we headed off to..

THE LONDON ZOOOO! ;)

hahaha it was such a long walk from regents park station!

and tim got so impatient when we were queueing up ><

oh wait and tim opened his presents :D

i got him a huuuge mickey mouseee!

and a chocolate heart with my message ^^

and a pocket sudoku book hahaaa

that's no excuse to neglect me though >:(

anywayyy.. back to the zoo.. it was fuun when we were inside haha

people were shipping animals away whilst we were there!

no penguinssss! really wanted to see the feeding show :(

we ate there and it was like £8.20 a meal! :o

and then we headed off home for a bit

because we were actually quite tired by then xD

headed back ouuut for the.. LONDON EYEEE!

WHOOOP-DEEEEE-DOOOOO~! ^^

we had the valentines champage experience

so we got champagne, chocolates and a roseee(;

we were like, the only couple constantly snapping photos LOOL!

i think we were the coolest couple though ;)

got a liiittle tipsy after the champagne haha

and then we went to the 4D cinema thingy -

we kept the 3D glasses LOOL!

considering we'd paid so much anyway xD

we bought the photos they took before we went in

and we were the only couple wearing the glasses hahahaa(;

walked back to china town and we ended up eating at..

THE LONG AWAITED SUSHI BUFFET TIM'S BEEN PROMISING MEEE! ^^

it was so niiiiceeee! but we didn't end up finishing the food

so we hid it in a tissue in my bag HAHAHAAAA! xD

thank god i had some money on me to cover the bill too lol ==

TIM TOLD ME SAKE WAS SWEEEET! he lied!

it was like, straight vodka hahaha ewwww!

never having that again lol

i think i'm gonna add a new year's resolution..

don't drink or drink less hahaa :)

i'll upload the photos later and you can go green with envy of course ;)

buh-byeeeee!

♥

happy valentines babyyy♥

happy valentines low gong BB! ♥

it's our second february the fourteenth together! ^^

i have a reeeeeally exciting day planned out for us!

considering we went all

"why should there only be one day to show

your boy/girlfriend you love them?!"

and i soooo regret ittt!

so this valentines is gonna make up for last year too! :)

i hope that you are juuuuust as excited as meee!

no arguments? pleeease? >3<
LET'S JUST HAVE FUUUUUN! WOOOOO~!

oh, aaaand..
it's our 400 days together too! ^^

♥

happy thirteen months!! ♥

happy thirteen months babycakes♥

doesn't it feel like it's been waaay longer than that?!

considering we go through a month equivalent to

five years in a married couple life =3=

we go through shxt

and i don't know

how we do it.

but we always pull through.

together!

and it makes me realise how lucky i am to have you :)

even though we seem to have more 'ups' than 'downs' T^T

i'm still lucky in the end; to have someone who loves me.

and i'm grateful, not because you put a roof over my head

(oh yeah, can you please stop bringing that up in arguments?

because you have every right to change your mind anyway..)

and not because you bought me a lomography camera either ;p

but because you are willing to pull through everything with me.

and because you're willing to allow yourself to love someone like me.

i'm really selfish and naive.

and i don't have the brightest past

as much as i wish it was!

but you learnt to accept everything..

accept it as a part of me, and my history.

which means it doesn't matter now, right? :)

MOVE FORWARD TOGETHER OH YEAHHHH(;

hahaha HAPPY THIRTEEN MONTHS BABYYY!

waiting for you at home to celebrate!

at the science museum this timeee! ^^

♥