2010 sounds like fun.

feels like i haven't blogged in forever.

this week has been hectic and i just haven't felt like it.

so i got found taking the bb,

and now the whole school knows, lovely.

and the thing is, i came back the next day,

after the whole school had found out about it,

because i wanted to stand strong.

i wanted to show people i didn't care what they thought,

but i did care.

marylebone isn't just a school you can go to,

without once being the talk of the school,

and once you are, it pushes you to the point

you want to just get out.

i thought that my friends would understand,

and even without asking for now, they'd back me up.

how wrong i was.

but to be honest, i don't blame them.

i've come to realise, that they aren't even angry i took it.

they're angry because i lied to them and kept it a secret.

if anything, there aren't any secrets between us.

but no matter how many times i tell them,

that at the time, it never occured to me that i could tell them,

it doesn't change anything.

but what's done is done,

and like tim says, all i can do is laugh about it.