out with the old, in with the new!

2009
4 more days until 2010 omg!

i think it's time to look back at 2009 :)

i spent half of 2009 with someone

who i fell out of love with.

someone who i now dislike the most now.

but there were good memories.

and i thank my ex-boyfriend,

for teaching me to be more cautious.

i realised i grew apart from my friends,

because i devoted my weekends to him.

i'll never make the same mistake again!

my friends will always come first.

in equal priority to my family too.

guys come in and out of your life,

don't devote yourself to him

unless you're sure you're in love.

after i broke up with chris,

i was insecure but i gained confidence,

thanks to guys (how ironic).

you can never have too many fish in the sea.

which was fun, and i learnt a lot!

but being committed makes me feel more secure.

i grew apart with some friends.

but i made new ones too who i love!

it is because of them i come in everyday,

with a smile that could light up the town (:

my mum noticed change in me too,

which is absolutely terrific! lol!

i've passed the teenage rebellion stage,

all thanks to my weekends being

absorbed by stupid norfolk.

but at least now, i'm more focused.

and my parents are happier,

and less stressed without

having to deal with drama, haha!

now the drama is all up to my 13 year old sister.

she's dating my ex-boyfriend's brother which is strange.

but i support them, and like i said,

if she shows improvement and progress, i'll help her.

when it comes to terms like the mother (;

the friends that have stayed,

are the ones that are worth staying with.

tasnia, has always been by my side.

she probably knows me more than i do.

we have shared everything together.

times we have laughed, cried and fought.

but at the end of the day, i love her.

and i don't know what i'd do without her.

friends that have left and came back,

i want it to stay this way.

i love you guys, and being without you,

is like shoes without laces.

i can't press on without you.

 and the new people who came into my life,

are always by my side and i love you.

you all know how to make me smile everyday.

and you give me the energy to be happy.

forever your ginger chinese sushi, guys! ♥

love you guys.

BRING ON 2010 BXTCHES!

you're in your own drama.

please feel free to stalk my life,

whether it be through our mutual friends,

or facebook or formspring,

until you come to realise,

that i no longer need you in my life.

it's true, you think i have feelings for you,

you think that i'm refraining them from you.

stop acting like it's a tragedy idiot,

this isn't a fxcking drama like you hope.

you're the one giving yourself false hope.

give up.

聖誕快樂!

♥

christmas 2009, beautiful!

christmas was perfect!
although it didn't continue snowing,
the snow hadn't melted so
it was as white as it would get.
♥

this christmas i got:
skullcandy headphones - woo!
a necklace from roa.
a mug and chocolate coins from anastasiya.
a wierdly cute model thing from stephen.
a boofle tea cup set from my ex.
a notepad, pencils and earrings from ah sui.
a bracelet from aunt.
ferrero rochers from mum.
money from dad.
guylian chocolates from joey.
44 guylian chocolates from aunt in holland (lol!)
cute little maryland christmas cookies from chantel.
heels from soeng ha.
la roux cd from nabid.
a toy turkey as a joke from chantel.
♥

christmas dinner was super delicious!
my uncle and aunt came over this year.
and they played mahjong with my parents all night.
so my sisters and i just took photos of us "modelling"
it's actually more fun than it sounds!

then at night we watched Love Connected,
ended up drinking one can of carlsberg..
lets just say i had a little too much to drink -
haha, lightweight or what!
i kind of don't really remember what happened after.
must have slept really early cause i woke up at 9:30am!

went shopping today, a little disappointed.
only got the heels i wanted a few days ago -
unfortunately, it wasn't on sale!

then i got a fluffy waistcoast-jacket from jane norman,
which was on sale for £19 from £38, woo! (;
it's not too bad i guess.
but i didn't get this dress i wanted from river island,
karman got it and now i want it!

formspring is quite funny actually,
the questions some people ask (:
http://www.formspring.me/wml
bring it on guys! (:

photographyyy! loveloveloveee.

whaddya think? (;