the queen waved the white flag.

i just want to give up.

i can see where everything is going.

i can see how thngs started and how they will end.

i don't want to be me anymore.

all i do is inflict pain on the people around me,

and the people i love and cherish.

the only way to solve this right now,
is if i lose two people i like, for the one friend of mine
who will probably bruise our friendship again.
is it really worth it?

i do things out of my own selfishness,

and when nothing goes as i had planned,

i give up and run away.

this time, it'll be no different.

unless i change completely.

but am i really willing to lose everything?