a big-ish thank you♥

i would like to thank my lovely boyfriend

for encouraging me to take my macro exam last friday :)

i was planning on withdrawing because i just could not be bothered

and i was soo exhausted from the entire week itself >

it went great and i hope i did better than last june ==

thank you for always encouraging me to make the right choices -

the choices i would have liked to make before i became doubtful.

you're definitely the best boyfriend fiance in the whole wide world!

♥

7 down! 6 more to goo~! ♥

half term has started! :)

so i'm on a break for about 2 weeks~

i've done 7 exams already o____o

i actually don't know how i managed it!

all the AS ones were pretty good

(don't wanna speak too soon though! >

but S2 killed meeee! it was soooo hard!

i didn't end up going to leavers on friday..

i guess i felt that i wouldn't feel like i'd be having much fun anyway?

i was soo relieved when the macro exam finished on friday lols ^^

went to sushi buffet with tim, kit, rajiv, sean and abul :)

didn't end up meeting yobi - i really cba now..

being friends with someone shouldn't be tiresome and troublesome lol

went on a double date yesterday with kit and carmen!

we decided to cosplay as school kids hahaha xD

went to dim sum at wan chai corner

and then we went to watch hangover 2 in troc!

it was actually pretty good haha ;)

considering i haven't seen the first one!

then we walked around and decided to go for a snog ;)

it was sooo yummyyy! but me and tim should've got one to share :(

oh wells! there's always next tiiiime~!

i can't wait for summer! yippeeee! ^^ ♥

..for now, i gotta revise for A2 T___T

♥

happy sixteen months babyy♥

happy sixteen months! ♥

wow it feels like it's been waaay longer than just sixteen months..

these past few months have been amazing -

especially the past month itself!

you know.. you mean the world to me.

i know people say, don't give someone your world,

because when they leave, it'll feel like you have nothing left -

but it's true.

without you, i really wouldn't have anything left.

you make my my life complete (and i'm not just saying that)

and you bring the true meaning of happiness into our relationship.

i am so glad we have finally sorted ourselves out

because it really feels like we were meant to be♥

thank you so much for everything -

your time, your efforts and your love!

regardless of what comes our way,

i'll be there with you.

i promise♥

♥

8 days..

so it's 8 days until my first exam,

and i am nowhere near ready!

and it makes me feel really crxppy

when i revise something for AGES

and i do a past paper and realise i still don't get it!

and there's like a voice in my head

(okay i must actually sound insane)

constantly saying "results day + no herts"

my god!

i wish i was actually smart!

like, i didn't have to go over and over again for maths

which makes me feel like i might not actually be chinese.

how can i physically not be able to do maths, given i'm chinese?!

==

kinda annoyed with myself!

and upset because i can't do stats to save my life!

i need serious help!

and i really really miss you >

♥

FIND THAT FEAR! o___o

so my first exam is 23 days away!

and then i have 7 exams in those 2 weeks o___o

I'M REALLY SHXTTING MYSELFFFF!

reeally need to pull up my socks!

and i really need to stop just saying that

and i need to actually DO IT!

(not literally haha ;p)

my boyfriend had an exam on wednesday

and he has another one tomorrow! :/

and he's only got one more next thursdayy :)

good luck babyyy!

♥