our happy love storyyy♥

real love stories never have a happy ending

because real love stories never end♥

you make me so warm and bubbly inside!

i think i finally know where i belong,

nowhere in particular,

but anywhere with you♥

i love you

♥

imperfect me :)

love your imperfections

because they make you who you are,

they make you perfect♥

just taking a break from typing up my AS psy notes :)

kinda getting longgg and tedious! and my eyes are tired!

so the past few days i've been feeling kind crxppy

(girl's time of month haha)

but not mood-crxppy, just kinda tummy cramps-crxppy lols ;)

so i've been lounging around the house in trackies and a tshirt

and every morning i think "eurgh i'm not gonna bother with make-up today"

but my 14 year old sister can't give me a break with the

"omg. you look terrible!" already! =________=

and although i was set on going au-natural (haha!)

it kinda puts me down, y'know?

like recently, i've been more.. confident than before.

my boyfriend has been perfect, supporting me with keeping fit and all,

and i've been eating more healthily(ish) lols (;

so i've been feeling less insecure (and it's been a long time haha)

but for someone to slap me across the face every morning,

telling me how crxp i look, i can't help but to fix up lols

but then i think, bleh whatever, it's not deliberate, i'm ill!

and i just ignore it ;p

i think people who point out other people's imperfections

are just really deeply insecure themselves

so they put others down to make themselves feel better.

but i've learnt that being insecure and hiding behind hoodies

don't make you attractive or approachable,

so i've learnt to love my imperfections lols :)

might sound kind of unbelieveable because i always complain

to my boyfriend about incoming zits and bouncing flubber on my belly (;

but he used to always tell me how he loved me even so♥

and it's a real confidence booster :)

i think, i've definitely learnt to love my imperfections.

and if i don't, i don't starve myself or torture myself about it anymore,

i kind of just work a way to work around it and things work out ^^

so i'd like to thank my lovely boyfriend,

for making me so happy

and for supporting me in all that i do,

because it really means a lot :)

i'm definitely nowhere near pretty without eyeliner/concealor!

i have massive super-black eyebags and tired-looking eyes,

but i don't hate myself for looking like this anymore ^^


because as long as he loves me for who i am and how i look,
then there's no reason for me to try to be different

♥

in need of a hair cut&dye! ♥

i am in serious need of a hair cut lols

my fringe is like miles long! i can barely see lol!

and it's grown so much i feel like i have head weights or something!

i cut it a week ago and it's sprouted out like no tomorrow! o___o

and my roots are coming out *sigh*

me and zeyao are planning on dying our hair the same colour;

but she's more on the reddish side and i'm more on the browny :o

and we've somehow ended up with "light ash blonde" LOL!

but we'll see, we'll seeeee ;)

cos i like my hair colour now, dark chestnut browny?

but i do wanna try something different :)

maybe i'll go spontaneous and let me boyfriend surprise me ;p

(doubt it! lols! ;p)

♥

blue nose darlings♥♥♥

you only live once

but if you work it right,

once is enough♥

just felt like sharing all these little cuties with everyone! ^^

all from my lovelyyy boyfriend of course (;

the second one's supposed to be a snail haha!

but i think the third and the last one has to be my favsss! ♥

doesn't the third one just remind you of the cute fatty in spirited away?!

when he gets turned into something that looks EXACTLY LIKE THAT?! ^^

anywaysss, easter hols are almost over! :(

TWO MORE DAYS!! soo not looking forward to it..

BBQ-ing with my boyfriend and his family on mondayy! ;)

see ya'll behbehhsss!

oh, and.. happy easter! :)

♥

update of my halfterm(:

so i've been doing nothing but revision :'(

and tim came over on sunday for great yarmouth :)

and stayed over for peterborough/kings lynn on mondayy..

great yarmouth was pretty good i guess ^^

we've been rocky recently so being together being happy together

was really fun and it felt like things were different for a change, you know? :)

peterborough was rubbish though haha xD

ohh and i'm working on a project - and it's gonna sound weird,

but it's a project on myself :)

like how i worked on myself a few years ago;

kind of like a transformation? haha ;)

so i went out to bury today and got some new stuff

to fill up that wardrobe of mine ><

and i cleared out the clothes i don't wear - to chantel lols!

and the thing is, i know it means spending money and all that again

but i don't feel so bad? because it's something i like doing,

and if it's something that keeps me happy, then i'll do it.

(of course it's to an extent lols)

soo hopefully i'm cutting and dying my hair next week!

and then it's just shopping (which takes timeeee) i guess :)

OH AND GUESS WHO'S GONNA BE FIVE GRAND RICHER IN SEPTEMBER?!

oh yeahhh, my student loan application worked! soo happy! ^^

but talking about uni always makes me think about results day

and the two possible outcomes (failing or GETTING INTO MY FIRST CHOICE!)

and i start to get really worried and worked up again.. ><

*sigh*

♥

single eyelids! o_______o

wow it's been ages since i've last blogged!

and soo much has happened (yet again!) haha :o

hmm.. so where do i start?

umm, i've put myself in for 13 exams this summer

hoping to get into my first choice - hertfordshire!

but i'm starting to have mixed feelings..

like, i can just imagine myself on results day T__T

or what if hertfordshire wasn't for me?!

guess i just gotta be patient :)

my boyfriend and i have had a lot more ups and downs -

slightly more downs than ups at the moment,

but whether or not things will get a million times better,

will depend on us and i guess only time will tell (;

i've also started watching 90210

but i haven't bothered with season 1 lols

so just started off with season 2 xD

although i reeally should be revising..

i think it's just hit me,

that i have THIRTEEN a level exams this summer.

shxt-tucky-mushrooms!

better get cracking! ;)

good luck with all your exams too everyone!

oh yeahh and i woke up this morning

with two single eyelids! instead of one single, one double!

o____o

♥

pull up yo socks lassie! ♥

so i had the nicest sunday with my boyfriend and my family :)

we went out to dimsum for mother's day and omgg! it was soo packed!

after dimsum, we grabbed some flowers for my boyfriend's mum~ ^^

then i spent the whole late-afternoon watching 90210

whilst my boyfriend finished up his work for uni..

and i guess it was just really really nice to have an argument-free day!

- but we all know that those don't last very long *sighh..*

and now it's half term, i'm procrastinating again!

which is really really reeeally bad because i have 13 exxams this summer

and i'm nowhere near getting into my firm choice! aaaargh! >

i reeally need to pull up my socks and get to work!

tasnia had a crxppy day which is unfortunate :/

cos i was gonna take loads of photos seeing as

it's almost the end of year 13 and we don't have many..

my stupid iphone has fxcked up again argh!

♥