so it's 8 days until my first exam,
and i am nowhere near ready!
and it makes me feel really crxppy
when i revise something for AGES
and i do a past paper and realise i still don't get it!
and there's like a voice in my head
(okay i must actually sound insane)
constantly saying "results day + no herts"
my god!
i wish i was actually smart!
like, i didn't have to go over and over again for maths
which makes me feel like i might not actually be chinese.
how can i physically not be able to do maths, given i'm chinese?!
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kinda annoyed with myself!
and upset because i can't do stats to save my life!
i need serious help!
and i really really miss you >
♥
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