Monday 15 November 2010

i want macaroons this xmas please(:

sometimes you have to let things go so
you have room for better things to come in.
a friend of mine had finally broken up with her bxtch of a boyfriend.
recently, he'd been insulting her and saying things with the intention
to make her feel insecure and unloved.

so many girls hold onto guys who don't can't give them
the lifetime of happiness that they deserve.
no one should ever have to deal with someone
telling them that they're fat or ugly or whatever
- especially if that person is supposed to love you,
for who you are.

maybe because at times (usually at the start)
we are oblivious to the idea that we deserve better,
and we choose to ignore the advice of our friends.

i can't say much to be really honest.
my fiance isn't like all the other creeps out there,
but there have been times that he's made me feel insecure.

even little things like, when he says i should start exercising,
i know that's the signal to start cutting down on those custard creams.

and when he points out that i wear too much make up,
it doesn't seem a lot to me because unlike megan fox,
i have to make an effort to look relatively presentable.

and when things i wear don't suit, he'll point it out.
one thing i'll never wear in front of him again? tracksuits.
i'm not going to lie, i have never felt so insecure in a very long time.

but we're both humans,
and no one's perfect.

people say,
if you can't love yourself,
you can't love anyone else.

i say, if you're in love with yourself,
you won't have enough to love someone else.
if you don't love yourself,
that's why you have that someone to love you.
god i am going to be so upset
if these taste horrible! ><
hopefully, jintana's buying them for me for christmas!
yayyy(:

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