go and find yourself again♥

i think that if there's one thing

that you need to do right now..

it is to find yourself again.

it feels like you're lost again.

like this happens to you at one point,

or even possibly the same point every year,

and you have no idea what the solution is

because you don't know what you need

and you don't know what it is that you want.

at this moment in time,

no one can really give you an answer.

give some time to yourself to just think.

too much thinking in your case is bad,

but just think over the things that you want to happen

and the things that you need to do to make them happen.

things can't just happen because you want them to.

and putting yourself down with uncleared thoughts is unhealthy.

i'm sorry i'm not such a good listener -

and i know that that is why you doubt i will do well in my course,

but right now, only you can find out the answer for yourself.

and while that's happening.. we're all here to just guide you really.

or in my case?

i'll just be here holding your hand,

until you want me to let go.

♥