it's snowinggg! so early :o

after a hurricane, comes a rainbow

sometimes i hate talking about the past,

but eventually you'll come across it again

and you just have to learn to come to terms with it i guess :)

i guess.. most of the time, when i neglect the past,

it's because there are still many things i regret doing/saying/whatever.

take the people who i used to hang around with,

as much as it is my fault for doing something that broke us up,

it's just as much their fault for not hearing me out,

and just packing up and leaving.

and i guess, my old habits are coming back.

it's winter; so in the wai man cycle, you hibernate.

obviously that means a turn for my education

but to be brutally honest, i cannot be bothered with school.

i guess you're thinking, you will be when august comes..

and no university wants to take a dropout like you.

i know. god, i know. but what is wrong with me?!

recently, i think i've just lost another friend,

over a silly little assumption or misunderstanding or whatever.

i guess sometimes, when you realise that you have to keep

finding things out about the people around you,

through someone else;

it starts to get to you.

and the way i explained it may have sounded like

i have more than just friendship with him, i don't.

i guess there was a part of me that couldn't let go

of one of the friends who stood by me when so many didn't.

♥