when you wake up and the first thing you do is cry,
and you wonder why you woke up at all
i woke up this morning and me and tim are not alright (again)
i don't really wanna talk about it and i haven't spoken to anyone about it either..
because no one else can fix this and i tried what i could.
i apologised and told you things would be different,
but i guess sometimes, words really aren't enough.
it feels like this shouldn't be that big of a deal,
but it feels like when he points out what the problem(s) is,
he brings up a whole load of other stuff and then he's like,
"i don't even care about that, i care about.."
and it's like, why did you bring it up then?
i'm not in the mood for anything.
i've been crying and biting my lip to stop crying all day.
i can't even be bothered to dye my hair.
shiok wants to talk to me about the karaoke,
sounds like it's gonna be about sean or something.
or she can't make it or whatever.
maybe he's right.
maybe we need to start asking,
are we really worth it?
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