Tuesday, 14 September 2010

沒有心情。。

when i woke up this morning, it was so hot.
but when i realised that you weren't beside me,
it was suddenly a whole lot colder.

started off the day with two hours of nothing.
then psychology with a new teacher 
who could literally talk the class to sleep!
two hours of that, mm lovely eh.

then maths.
"if you walk in with a D from AS,
then there is no way we can predict you
higher than a grade C.."
well that's uni out the window.

"that's just life.. you'll have to learn
to face the consequences in adult life."
fxck you.

at least i have you in my life.
but it doesn't even feel like i have you,
because when you're in hemel/hatfield,
everything goes back to just texting.
and even with just that, i'm lucky to get a reply.

i know it's selfish.
but i hate it when, someone needs you; you're there for them.
but when i need someone.. where are they?

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