Monday 27 September 2010

i miss what we used to be :(

it kinda feels weird looking at your facebook,
and flicking through the photos of your summer 2010.
i initially added you because i wanted to speak to you again,
but it looks like i was just being naive and it was just me who needed you.

summer was supposed to be our thing every year.
and looking at you now, clearly i would've expected a replacement.
but who knew the replacement was another one of my old best friends?
it's funny how i've been friends with the both of you for years..
and yet, we end up like how we are now.

now, i don't know whether or not it would be right
to message you and try to talk things through,
and give you all the explanations you deserve.

on the bright side, yana messaged back! :)
and it made my day when she said she wanted to meet up and chat.
because to be honest, i think this whole time,
i acted like it was alright if i didn't have those friends in my life,
but actually, i did mind, and i did want to be able to talk to them.

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