my mum is actually an alien.

happiness always looks small

while you hold it in your hands,

but let it go, and you learn at once

how big and precious it is.

didn't do much today - again.

should've revised but didn't in the end.

tim called at every hour this morning, homigod.

i'm super super tired!

he's coming over tomorrow to norfolk -

WOOOOOOHOOOOO! ♥

chantel's excited about meeting him too lols.

and joey's aready made a card thingy to 'welcome him'?

but a part of me doesn't want him to come,

'cause i know my mum is a "use and abuse" type.

which means that she'll probably be like,

"he drives? oh good, he can deliver.."

or like, "we've ran out of bla bla, tell him

to pick it up along the way here."

and it's like SHUT UP.

he's my boyfriend - okay, you don't know that,

but even i would be annoyed!

i don't care, i'm not letting her do that.

worked so hard today,

and only got £10.

my mum loves taking the piss.

i think we're bbq-ing tomorrow - in the rain.

just like how the Law family has always done it.

cleaned up my room today, after like, half a year?

i am officially allergic to dust, no joke.

i didn't sneeze or anything for like 10 minutes,

and then i sneezed for like 20 times in a row!

and now my nose is super blocked,

and my eyes are itchy!

maybe it's hayfever?

i think i need to re-watch gossip girl's

newest episode from last tuesday haha.

spoke to ken chi law today!

haven't spoken to him in like, forever.

and it feels so good to talk about the good old times,

and how people have changed,

and how we should meet up more often.

i think we're going to make a weekly wednesday get-together?

zak's back from outward bound!

he said i owe him a phone call too;

i hadn't realised that i'd worried him that much.

sorry! ><

i know you care about me,

and i'm sorry i made you worry.

can't wait to be in your arms tomorrow.

i'm gonna find a chance to kiss you,

and hug you, and to just stay in your arms

for a little longer than i should be.

if one day, someone told you i couldn't be with you,
because you weren't the ideal husband..
because you aren't rich, and because

you don't study at oxford or cambridge,

promise me.

that we'll always be together,

no matter what.

♥