even just for a moment, please♥

mohima started crying during statistics

so from that period onwards,

i just spoke to her until the end of the day.

took another pregnancy test and apparently,

there were two lines - she was pregnant.

but she took another today and she's not?

but there were so many things she said,

that i probably didn't want to hear but had to.

things i didn't want people to mention again,

things that would be the easiest to make me cry.

i just wanted to see tim.

i didn't want to be with anyone but, tim.

he came down after school,

and i'd missed economics last two periods

to go and get some fresh air with mohima.

at least the air's cleared for her.

but now it feels like there's something tugging at my heart.

like there's something i want to say,

but i don't know how to put it into words.

and there's so many things i don't want to remember,

but they just keep coming back, and no one can help me.

i just want to be with tim.

i just need him.

i don't need anybody else.

i just want to feel,

even for a moment,

that everything will be okay.