Wednesday 28 July 2010

biting back the tears.

“We do not stop playing because we grow old
We grow old because we stop playing.”
kit was, by text.
soeng ha by facebook (super early!).
rajiv and jason by msn.
jason (again) and tommy by phone.
thanks guys :)

it's so funny how everyone just automatically
gave tim a five minute head start
and they waited until 12:05am to wish me
a happy birthday lols
but he still wasn't first anyway.. ><

you know what i really hate?
the fact that i always hope for these things
even though i know it's not going to happen,
and then i just end up proving myself right.

but it's the fact that i still keep wishing.
because there's always the hope that
one day you'll prove me wrong
and you'll do one of the things i secretly wished for.

he'll probably say happy birthday last,
because being last is "more special" right?
being the last one to say it is special.
but being the first to say it is even more special.
it means you actually waited up too :)

i know you're at the other side of the world,
calls and texts cost a lot.
but at the bottom of my tiny heart,
i still hoped you'd be on msn at 00:01am.

a girl can still dream.
happy birthday wai man,
you're finally seventeen :)

he wasn't first after all..

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