i promise i won't walk away♥

you learn something new everyday with love.

during the past six months that we have spent together,

regardless of the countless arguments we've had,

i've come to realise that not only does he chase me back,

but he's made me feel like.. 

he genuinely, honestly, and truthfully needs me after all.

i feel like if one day, he lost me,

it would feel like he'd lost the world completely.

it makes me feel so happy inside, honestly.

and i am so glad that he trusts me wholeheartedly :)

so i feel like every time we argue, i've let you down.

you know you can say you honestly love someone,

when you're need for them in your life exceeds your expectations.

when you walk away, they will feel like someone has switched the lights off.

they will wonder if you will be coming back

and they will be silently and desperately hoping that

you will return to their side as soon as possible.

when you don't tell them something, they will feel like

they have lost your trust and that you can no longer open up to them.

you might not feel it at that moment in time..

but actually, it breaks their heart ><

if you chose to spend the rest of your life with this one person,

then you have got to be able to trust them.

you have got to be able to tell them your thoughts

and allow the burden to be shared between the two of you.

i'm sorry i walk away.

i just don't want to argue,

but i've realised that walking away makes it worse.

i'm sorry i don't open up.

i've always learnt to keep quiet about certain things,

and telling you things that i initially wouldn't think you'd need to know,

is new to me.

baby, i can honestly say i love you.

because all these things, i learnt from you.

♥