what i really wish for right now.

a webcam conversation with you.

but, i won't ask. nor will i tell you.

because i don't feel like i have to let you know,

at every waking minute of the day, that i miss you.

because you know i do.

and you make me feel like it shouldn't be such a big deal.

i shouldn't miss you so much, i should be more independent.

it's like you want me to show you,

that i can survive without you.

but we both know i can't.
because i've already fallen in too deep.