WOOO.

A girl like her liked a guy like him.
It's a disaster waiting to happen.
omg, she told him!

she can't hate him for not liking her the way she wanted.

and as much as she wants to hate him, she can't -

how scary.

BOAT PARTY NEXT YEAR WOOO.

i miss partying.

i feel so deprived of my youth lols

and i'm only sixteen.

all i do is work and stay in a town,

with cows crossing roads on the weekends.

what a loser.

okay that's a long way to go,

well there's always kate's birthday,

in exactly twenty days.

but the shxtty news is:

it's on a saturday.

which means: work day.

which just don't go together very nicely :|

hopefully i'll work something out.

i got nominated as the leader for my WOHAA group! :D

so happy because i'm proper throwing myself into it.

and i've just realised i've been neglecting my badminton club,

which probably deserves more attention at the moment.

so i'll sort out an event soon -

because it is simply the best sport ever known to man

(and women).

it feels so good talking to old friends again.

there's like, a refreshed feeling..

i started speaking to this guy who was supposedly,

my first boyfriend (lols) but he was a really good friend,

and we kinda grew apart in the last year.

but speaking to him again feels just like old times.

and at least i can have a normal conversation with him,

unlike a certain ex boyfriend.

was thinking about driving today..

regardless of the numerous times that i've claimed i'll get my license

on my first try and how i'll get a nice car and everything,

i'm actually shxtting my pants.

cos to be honest, it actually sounds terrifying!

reminiscing with photographs can be depressing, but fun.

depressing because what was there, is no longer there.

and fun because you did the most wacko things
and all you can do now is: laugh.

i was best friends with one of the most optimistic girls.

but it was one of those friendships, where she was in the popular crowd,

and i was in the unknown nerdy group haha.

but we were best friends for a few years, and it was fun.

make overs, shopping sprees, bitchy gossip.

and she brought out the person that i wanted to be.

we stopped being friends when her boyfriend came into the picture.

how gay, right?

i hate how i can unintentionally make an impression

on guys i have no interest in, but not on the ones that i like!

how is that theoretically possible?

 two months, three guys.

mygawd, we need to change that first.

well one technically has given up thanks to the silent treatment,

so that brings us down to two :D

i'll narrow it down to one soon.

with the help of facebook messaging.

and then i just need to figure out the last one!

ohmigawd.

january exams.

chemistry practicals.

christmas shopping.

wohaa fundraising.

badminton club.

nursery reading.
city traders.

interpreting.

DofE gold.

scouts.

year 12 reports.

fxck this shxt man.