four days to be me, to be with you♥

friday night was kevin yip's birthday.

and he wanted to spend it with yobi,

but yobi wanted to spend it with me and tim lol!

was kinda funny 'cause yobi was trying

to get rid of him, and tim got him to come

without realising that she didn't want him there.

ended up buying a cake in tescos,

and drinking in st james park.

was supposed to be drinking with yobi

'cause she'd just broken up with ken,

but instead - i ended up getting drunk.

and tim had to take me back to hemel

and even carried me into the house!

oh my dear god.

kill me now.

saturday night was rajiv's karaoke.

it was so fun! (: ♥

met some girl called adriana,

and omar and norman were on herrrr.

she wasn't even that hot.

and allow trying it on tim.

yobi was saying how if she was there

she'd give her "the talk" ;D

if i was sober enough,

i'd have cut the talking and

gone straight for the jumping.

diew man.

woke up the next morning,

and omar was sleeping on the floor lol.

and allow, the first thing tim said to me

when he woke up that morning was,

"where's that girl?"

i was like, "who?"

and he goes, "adriana."

i swear down i was going to kick him off the bed.

i was like, wtffffff, go find her yourself!

sunday, bummed around in covent garden,

bumped into morgan coincidentally!

and then met up with rajiv and headed back to hemel.

joshim came over laterrrr.

was kinda tipsy that night haha.

monday, was craving kfc since the night before.

so i made tim drive me to get it, and joshim came.

unfortunately, joshim crashed into us -

MY GOD. my first car crash, i was so scared!

i swear down, i was actually going to cry lol.

and then after kfc, some guy came out of nowhere,

and crashed into our car too! two car crashes? no way.

seeing tim's face after the second car crash,

it was like i could read his mind through the pain in his eyes.

the pain of having to face martin with the news.

like he'd said before.. for every time he told his parents

about something that happened to the car,

is like he loses a bit of their trust every single time.

i don't know what to say, or do.. :(

didn't even go in for my stats mock.

and now i'm wondering when i have to do it.

zak wants me to go back to school,

and if i do, he'll start eating again.

i don't want him not to eat..

and i don't want it to be because i'm not keeping

my side of the deal.

we can't even bunk now.

miss mclennan is on itttt.

she's getting phone numbers

and starting to call home, ALLOW.

well i guess it's about time i stopped.

♥