"life's a bxtchass" yup joshim, it is..

one word turns into a war

why is it the smallest things that tear us down

my world's nothing when you're gone

i'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now

my unlimited texts have officially run out.

i haven't texted or spoken to jasey in forever.

and i can't even text tim with random updates -

even if he doesn't reply.

he texted me yesterday during psychology,

and i didn't have any credit so i hadn't been texting.

as i opened his text.. three words, eight letters.

i couldn't stop smiling and i even jumped up!

homigod, embarrassiiiiiing.

need to do stupid maths homework -

mixed exercise of twenty-four questions. fxck.

i haven't even done my statistics mock yet.

but everyone's told me what year the paper is lol.

january 2009 ;D

i forgot to upload the photos of last saturday -

not the saturday that just past, the saturday before.

where i just woke up super late,

and bummed around all morning,

eating chantel's homemade chicken salad,

and mummy's homebaked chocolate muffins.

mmm♥

i'll do that when i get home,

but for now, looks like i need to get back to work -

'cause chemistry is after lunch,

and i haven't done the homework.

wtfux is wrong with me? lol.

meeting up with ken on thursday i think.

my god i haven't seen him in foreverrr!

but i'm super tired, and i actually cannot be arsed

to do anything today or this week in general.

today i had to literally drag myself out of bed.

and just like tuesday morning, i was refraining

from calling mum to come down and pick me up.

seriously, i need to bump up my attendance.

and yesterday, when tim called at lunch,

and i said i wanted to leave,

and i got annoyed when he told me to stay..

i realised he'd said the right thing.

if anything or anyone, i listen to you the most.

because you have that effect on me.

got a revision timetable!

as much as i doubt that i'll stick to it

during the easter holidays,

i'm going to really try.

i don't want to fxck up this year,

and have to depend it all on my A2 results next year.

'cause if i fxck up that year too,

then i'm screwed.

i want to go far far away with you

♥