im no juliet, but ur def my romeo♥

romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone,

i've been waiting, all that's left to do is run.

you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess,

it's a love story, baby just say yes. ♥

i'm sorry i throw 'hissy fits' over nothing.

i say this to myself everytime,

but something or someone has to say something,

and then in the end, i'll end up caring.

about something not worth caring about.

exes are exes for a reason.

they don't have that position in your heart anymore

because they didn't deserve to be,

and you don't want them to be,

or they didn't want to be.

when you asked me to be your wife,

i was so happy, fxcking over the moon!

and then some people were mentioning your exes.

and to be honest, the only ex i minded was her.

but then when i heard and thought about other stuff..

i started to mind more and i cared.

i know that i make it difficult for you,

when i get stroppy over this stuff,

because it's not your fault you liked them,

you have the right to love someone.

it's not your fault that they did what they did.

 it's not your fault that you can't erase

and correct everything that's happened

because otherwise..

where would you learn from your mistakes?

and.. it's not your fault you have a stupid girlfriend.

who doesn't seem to understand that 

you only have eyes for her now.

maybe it's because i'm always so insecure.

i just feel pressurised by the fact that

she was a model and i'm a blob.

so even when you say "you're beautiful whatever you wear"

i still try my best and put effort into everything.

because i don't want to people to think,

you dated a model, and now you're degrading

yourself to a flubby blob?

i don't want to care either..

because i know that deep down, i'm okay with it.

but it's like there's always someone else's voice

telling me to care.

and we both know i'm easily influenced.

and i hardly make decisions from my heart.

and the only decision i made correctly,

from my heart, was to be with you.

and even then, i had to break your heart first,

to realise that i needed you more than you need me.

but.. coming from me now.
as long as i have you,

i don't care who you've messed around with,

or how many girls you've played,
or how many times you've had sex with her,

or how many one-night stands you've had.

because as long as.. at the end of the day,

if the only person in your heart is me,

that's enough for me.

♥