haven't blogged in days!
i didn't go into sixth form on monday,
but i went in on tuesday.
after having not been in for days,
since everything that happened,
and since everyone had found out.
god i wish i'd never gone back.
rania and kate are still avoiding me.
they didn't go into chemistry after school,
until the teacher told them to.
apparently, kate is "not a very good actress"
so she can't "act like nothing happened."
and rania's just being a bxtch again.
ooh, but i did go running when i got home,
it actually felt quite nice and refreshing -
minus the sweat.
i came down with a fever after though.
i hate it, it's always been like this.
i go running for 5 minutes in five lyers,
and i come back and i always get ill.
stupid stupid stupid immune system,
why can't you be stronger? argh.
wednesday was UCAS day.
grabbed like, 9283743 prospectuses,
and thankfully, i bumped into tommy, kit and jasey -
who kindly offered to carry it all home for me.
dropped them off at kit's and went out to central.
met up with yobi and kevin yip too.
kevin likes yobi, and yobi doesn't know what to do,
which is silly because she led him on and,
she still flirts with him.
tim said he couldn't meet up,
but he came out in the end, like super late.
but at least i got to see him. ♥
didn't go in on thursday or friday either.
i know i need to stop running away,
because at the end of the day, it doesn't solve anything.
like rajiv said, "swallow whatever's holding you back"
chuu~ easier said than done.
an hour and a half on the phone to you,
is enough to make the rest of my week.
you've brought the sun out
from behind the grey clouds.
♥
♥
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