love's a battlefielddd ♥

i have realised, that life is too short,

to be fxcking around and wasting time.

when it happened twice in one day,

i already got scared after the first time.

i was so scared. really scared.

scared i was going to lose you.

scared for you.

i didn't know what to say or do.

i didn't know what should be said

as the right thing at that moment,

or what should be done.

if only i hadn't been so stubborn,

and making you drive..

but it happened, and i'm so sorry.

and when you hugged me,

and asked what was on my mind,

i was speechless..

i wanted to cry, so badly.

but i thought, for gods sake wai man.

all you do is cry, and how many times

has he been there for you,

and just this once, you can't even be strong?!

i was afraid.

afraid about what just happened.

afraid about what will happen.

and scared for you.

and what you would have to face.

but just remember baby,

you're not alone,

and you never will be.

♥