how sundays should be ♥

when i dream, i think of you.

breathe, i think of you.

all day i think of you.

give all my love to you my baby boo.

swear its true all i do is think of you.

got a haircut at alvin's salon today!

it was fun 'cause tim was there too,

and we were just being.. us lols.

i love it.

'cause we don't have to try to be the couple

that makes everyone go "aww" ^^

thank you for the haircut baby ♥

skipped out on dim sum with tim's family,

and decided to go up to hemel for a day in

with the boyfriend.

went to tescos and bought food to cook!

i was supposed to be cooking for him,

but it turned out, that he did the cooking,

and i did the washing lols, oh wells -

i'm not complaining!

got home around 8:30pm,

so that's not too bad (:

allow time going forward an hour.

i'm so tired now.

stayed up making the tshirt!

and it was such a fail :(

need to practice before making tim's!

my eyes are so itchy,

i don't think i should wear make up for a few days.

it's been like that since yesterday but i wore make up today.

bad idea? definitely.

allow school tomorrow, three more days!

and then its 19 days of revision and working,

until i have just about enough to go to hong kong lol!

stressing out about hotels, diew man.

spent the whole weekend researching.

my ex boyfriend met up with karman

to give her a whole bag of 'my stuff back.'

i guess this means that he's moved on now,

thank the lord.

but as i looked through the stuff,

i found something that i didn't want

to see or be reminded of again.

i hate thinking that i was responsible

for taking away his/her's life.

i hate knowing that i love children

yet i was able to bring myself to do that.

i hate being reminded that i was only fifteen.

i hate knowing that i've just affected

my future with you.

i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

everyone gets a second chance.

i wish i got a second chance.

i wish it never happened.

i wish i got my summer back.

i wish i wasn't so scared.

i wish i'd left and came to you.

♥