can't stop smiling at the thought of us♥

that's why it feels like losing you is like
somebody just turned all the lights off
it's started raining today! but it's still stuffy, so kinda humid.

allow trekking in the pouring rain with my soaked plimsoles

all the way to london zoo after break! some psychology trip.

we're gonna look at apes and monkeys for like 20 minutes

and apparently, we're free to explore or do whatever after,

as long as we're back in school by the end of lunch lor :)

had quite a good sleep actually, but kept waking up!

spent all night reading through the msn conversations

between me and tim - one from 2007, the first ever convos,

and the latest one since december 2009 :)

i lost count at the number of times i was smiling and laughing

at all the stupid little arguments we had and the number of times

i brought up "my friend" who liked you - which was obviously me,

and i blamed it on tasnia! haha, my bad.

and i lost count at the number of times you called me egghead ==

and the number of times our arguments were just calling each other

animal names for like, a whole two minutes haha (:

and every time i started typing like, super fast

about some story which could've been condensed to like,

a few lines, instead of a million paragraphs,

you'd be like "omg, i'm gonna die" hahaa awww♥

i feel like i've changed since the person i was in december.

i was so carefree and so.. me. i miss being that person.

but i was also so dopey haha, like, the number of times,

i was all like "are you okay?" and you'd be like "iunno"

and i'd say, "tell me what's wrong" and the whole time,

i was the problem! lol! i guess i kinda half guessed :p

"so, tim."

"yeah"

"what happens when i break up with josh? :p"

"you tell me"

i bet you were smiling like mad then! :p

cos i know i am, just typing this now lol ^^"

"i guess i'll take you out on a date then"

"i don't do dates"

"i guess i'll take you out"

lol i made things so difficult.

"what are you doing atm?"

"trying to watch akira, but you're distracting me,

too cute for your own good"

aaaaaaaah! ho cute ah♥

"omg! i love babycorn and those tiny little mushrooms!"

"lolz kawaii"

"the mushrooms? i knowww!"

"not talking about the mushrooms"

♥

okay okayyy, enough for now,

anymore and i'll be smiling for the whole day

without realising it, just like i am now,

and my form tutor is asking if i'm okay haha

♥