who would have ever knew
that we would ever be more than friends
we're real worldwide, breakin all the rules
she like a song played again and again
had some stupid university visit thing today -
sat through another hour of student finance talks,
just like i had on monday and a few weeks before!
it was the exact same presentation cos the student
who did the presentation before, used the same one lol!
karman was crying this morning and she had a nose bleed.
gavin told her he wanted to go on a break - for a very stupid reason.
he said he didn't like tim because 'he smokes weed, he smokes..'
and karman told him not to judge someone he doesn't know.
it's super stupid, i can't even explain.
how does my relationship affect his?
and to be honest, i didn't really know what to say
cos it felt like i was the one causing the damage to my 13 year old sister.
and she didn't want me to talk to gavin, nor did she
want me to tell tim about any of this.
to be honest, this has chris written all over it.
met up with tim and rajiv after shopping a little
with jintana, soeng ha and tasnia.
tasnia didn't come along cos she felt awkward
with the idea that we were trying to match her up with rajiv -
which was silly as she'd made it crystal clear they'd be friends.
and jintana and soeng ha were being themselves -
whenever they meet new people or people they don't know,
they're proper anti-social and it's super awkward :3
went to tim's because we were planning to eat
with karman when she finished school;
and then we decided that i'd get home late if we did
so we ate first and i was getting annoyed.
cos tim kept hinting that i should tell mum and dad about us,
and he's never pressurised me to do anything before..
but i found out why laterrrr (:
i told tim to hand out his cv's
and he said he wanted to go to trafalgar
to meet his primary school friend, roniel.
and he was like, "you've never been up there have you?"
the little national gallery thing.
rajiv went to the fountains to "meet roniel"
who wasn't actually coming lol.
and as i overlooked the view,
he put down my bag and turned me to face him.
he said, "i don't really know how this works,
so i'm gonna get it over and done with.."
and he pulled out a ring! a ring! ♥
i could feel my face go hot and i asked him,
"whaaat..?" in a very dumfounded manner.
my god.
and then he asked, "will you marry me?"
i just kissed him lol! i was so speechless!
i actually didn't know what to say.
you know when you watch movies and you watch the guy
propose to the girl and the girl's like, "er.." - all shocked and that,
and you're thinking, "wtf?! JUST SAY YES!"
but i felt that wierd baffled feeling they felt.
i couldn't stop smiling.
my cheeks have never ached so much lol! :D
but we need to go baaack and readjust the size -
I'M GONNA GO HATFIELD TOMORROW AND DO IT
I DON'T CARE WHAT MUM SAYS!
and although i'm all happy and over-excited,
i kind of expected everyone to be a bit like,"
wtf?! you're only 16 you idiot" kinda thing.
but actually, the more they say those words,
the more i wanna slap them.
zak said he knows a friend who got married
and he said that he thinks she's an idiot.
and it's like, even though we're engaged,
it doesn't mean we have to get married like, tomorrow.
and he said things that hurt obviously,
but i just told him, "we'll see."
because i think that if you were prepared to take that step,
that means you do really love me and you are willing
to spend the rest of your life with me, and only me.
and even though it's kind of crazy, you've always been one
to give me a thrill of adventure and life.
ashlee was happy for me and then i told her,
that we'd only been together for five months
and she was shocked but nonetheless, happy for me (:
because she knows that i've liked him for three years
and the feelings we have for each other, are real.
thank you!
shiok said it was cute and she's happy for me too (:
roaa and chian were both kinda like, "wtf?" lol.
and rajiv's happy for us - although it took him like,
20 minutes later, and he bursted out with his arms waving
like, "ohhhh.. CONGRATULATIONS!" haha (:
it kind of sounds like we're messing around right?
but actually, i think know we're both super serious about this,
more than anything.
afterwards, i thought, "mmm.. he better not have done that
to let every guy out there to know i'm taken!"
but actually, that would be adding on the cuteness anyway haha
and it feels wierd cos mum and dad don't know about it
which feels wierd. i so wish i could tell them.
tim wong, you're are officially the most surprising person ever.
and the next hundred years with you is going to be very exciting.
and the people who want to throw their doubts at us,
they can feel free to, because not one is going to bring me down!
but it'd be nice if certain people were more supportive about it
because it's not like i need your permission before making decisions.
i was going to keep it between close friends
and the facebook status are for people to wonder
if it's for real or not.
because i don't feel like i need to let everyone know,
about my personal life and future.
i love you.
always have, always will.
♥
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