Monday 21 June 2010

i'm a genie in a bottle♪


things that i'd wish for if i was super greedy
and a genie popped up in my room with unlimited wishes:
i wish..
- i was skinnier.
- i was pretty so i don't have to wear make up.
- i knew exactly what i wanna do in uni.
- my contract had started when it was supposed to.
- i had the money i needed for this summer.
- i could stay this age forever, or maybe stay 18.
- i knew what chantel wanted for her birthday.
- i never took that blackberry.
- i could tell my parents about us.
- i was still the person people were afraid of.
- i was in control.
- mum never sold our cherwell house.
- i lived life like gossip girl, minus the gossip, plus the luxuries!
- people wouldn't gossip about everything.
- people wouldn't judge you.
- i remembered what i'd read in books.
- i'd chosen english instead of chemistry.
- i wasn't always ill.
- i didn't have asthma or eczema.
- you didn't have either.
- i could sing.
- i could dance.
- my ankle wasn't fxcked up.
- i wouldn't get jealous so easily.
- i never gave up on piano.
- i had told you how i felt during those three years.
- my biggest regret wasn't losing contact with you.
- you hadn't liked her.
- i was still 100% capable of reproducing.
- they would hurry up and resize my ring!
- to have the most amazing love with you.
- to have the most amazing wedding dress.
- to have the most amazing wedding.
- to spend the rest of my life with you.

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