the heartache of missing someone♥

when i saw you i was afraid to meet you.

when i met you i was afraid to kiss you.

when i kissed you i was afraid to love you.

now that i love you, i am afraid to lose you.

watched new moon, omggg it's not actually that bad!
compared to the book where she was just depressed for tiiiime.
and omg, alice is super pretty! arghhh, why didn't god make me pretty?!
T_____T

went to vodafone and apparently my contract didn't start

until today so all the minutes and texts and internet i used before,

is now ON TOP of my £50 monthly bill, my god.

mum wasn't even angry lol, she was like, "how much on top?"

and i said, "£6 something lor" and she went, "so little?"

haha.

but like ally's said before, i've always been one for surprises.

he said that when i told him i was engaged a few days ago.

and actually, i don't wanna be the one who always surprises people,

i wish i was the one getting surprised.

picked up kit and tommy and went to kit's,

kit and tommy fought to cook fried rice lol!

kit ended up making it and me and tommy were bumming around.

played texas hold'em or whatever it's called,

and i guess i'm a natural gambler -

nothing to be proud of haha.

i really miss you.

tommy and kit said to me today;

"tim's a pro for not showing how much he loves you,

but he's a pro for loving you."

i love you.

♥