my oxygen tank♥

i love you so much

i overthrow the meaning of love.

you know.. just because old friends have left,

it doesn't mean you've lost everything after all.

the ones who left are the ones at a loss,

and the new ones who come along..

you decide if they stay (:

someone i knew for as long as i'd been breathing,

someone i told everything to and everything we did,

we did together.

we hadn't spoken since like, aged 2 till 9,

but when we did, it was non-stop chatter

even our parents couldn't be bothered to scold us.

mum and her mum had always been close though.

and then, a few months ago,

i told her one of my biggest secrets

that she had missed out on last summer

just before our trip to france together,

and she backed out.

she said she couldn't stay as close friends anymore

knowing that i'd done something like that

without having told her then and there when it happened.

i'm sorry. i honestly didn't know i could.

i didn't know how to tell you.

and now, i don't even know if i regret telling you.

but you didn't tell me about the thing with your family,

the whole problem with your dad, and i didn't blame you.

because i know that if you were ready to tell me,

you would.

i just want you to know,

regardless of how long we haven't spoken now,

and regardless of how awkward it is when we do talk,

i'm always here for you, always have, always will, rach.

tasnia and roaa, 

you two have been amazing.

tasnia, i've known you the longest,

and we're friends as long as i breathe.

roaa, time doesn't matter

because the things that we have shared

outweighs everything else.

kit, you're more than just a brother to me.

whenever i'm confused about something,

you always find a way to sort everything out.

when i turn up at your doorstep

and you know something's wrong,

you just lend me your shoulder.

when i'm tired, you'll give me a piggyback

(when i was lighter! lol).

you're actually amazing.

the guy who i've always dreamed of being with,

three years i've known him, and 5 months we've been together.

just holding his hand would bring a never-ending smile.

he has his own fair share of problems,

yet he still has time to listen to my endless babbling.

i love you, tim wong.

i'm really thankful to have you guys in my life.

honestly.

♥

and the new people who have stepped in?

yobi.

sean.

khulan.

tommy.

jason.

rajiv.
anastaciya.

sit tight 'cause it's gonna be a bumpy ride.

♥